i can't even believe i'm back guys.
i actually left this blod deserted like, what, 1 year??
gosh. to be frank, i totally forgot that i have a blog.
it's just that xinyuan told me she just kind of explored my blog and i was like *DONG*
and i even forgot my blog's URL is. haha
sorry bloggie.

and when i saw all the photos that i posted. wow, everyone WAS so cute back then.
now, errrrrm, better keep my mouth shut.
(guess you already know what that means)

FORM 5 life is really overwhelming. it's swallowing me alive!
tuitions, studies, and we even have projects.
i mean, come on, you just gotta give us a break.
SPM, projects, just choose one and let us focus on it.
and guess what, i dropped 2 class. i'm in S5D now. disgusting right? i know.
i almost died when i knew that i'm gonna be with a bunch of strangers that i believe have better results than me.
but now, it turn out okay,
i get to know some friends.

and it's going to be thr first monthly exam next week, but still,
here i am, typing and wasting my bloody time.
grr. i just can't keep my head one a single thing at a time u know.
that's really frustrating.
gosh, gotta go.
ish, bye.



probably won't be back for another zillion weeks i suppose.

i went for a duty at Dewan Sri Pinang yesterday for the 北马中学戏剧比赛.
two words: syoknya!
but still, i felt tired.. haha
saw alot of handsome guys there, and saw the one with thick glasses at Tunas tuition.
we chatted,played and had a lot of fun there.
especially the watching-drama part..
i have to say that these schools really put a lot of effort in their work and art.
some of the dramas were touching and meaningful, while some were funny like hell!
and the props used by Heng Ee, whoo~~~~~~~~~ insanely beautiful and BIG.
and the 北海钟灵 one, walao, laughed till i drop man!
i would definitely buy the disc if i can..
and i even got a "艳遇"
haha. alright, there was this quite cute/good looking guy standing at the entrance watching at the drama.
so i didn't care. then he just approached me and asked me: "请问你是工作人员吗？"
well, i was there to duty so i guessed i was no different than those helper, so i answered YEAH.
then he said:"那么你知道XXX在那里吗？他叫我来当表演嘉宾，可是现在我不知道要在那里等。”
i said:"啊~我不知道wor.” so i just asked one of the helpers then that guy just showed him the way.
that time i didn't care so much cause he's just wearing a t-shirt and jeans, so i thought maybe he's just a drummer or what, don't need wear so pretty lo.
mana tau!!!!!
i was waiting for that guy just now to come out and wanna see what he was going to perform.
after waiting for a bunch of small kids performing, he came out.
you know who he was?!
2009年新秀大赛五强！
a somewhat STAR just talked to me, and he's quite good looking too.
aww.. i should've just asked autograph from him!!
nevermind, at least he talked to me. haha
right, picture time!!
                                          PCGHS team. nice props right?

just a few days back, Choo Ning asked me what's my favourite song.
i said i didn't know.
but then i thought for 2 minutes and here it is:
miley cyrus's when i look at you.
this song is so beautiful...
enjoy!!

today is a holiday, so of course i stayed at home.
but, i can't revise, cause i have to do that stupid freakin bloody sejarah blog..
so i have to go now.. don't have much time chit-chatting anymore..
btw, i wanna share this video, its about Da Yu(大禹).. haha.. i just mention about him in my blog.. i think this video is nice..

wowy, it's a long time since i wrote the last posty..
missed this bloggy already!
are you missing me? haha
examy is coming. and honestly, i havent prepared yety..
damny ity..
but th only thingy that i'm relieved abouty is, that at least i thinky i could master Chaptery 5..
i liked it..
but the chaptery before it, all those stupid functions...
arghh. and now, i shouldy be doing my revisiony.. so..
tooly-dooly!

ps-y: you musty be asking me why the freakin' helly do i have to add all those y's behind words, welly,
         apparently it's my traditiony now, everything that belonged to me,Tingy, must add a Y after it, like
        ruly(ruler), tably(table), rubbry(rubber), grippy(my Dr.Grip) but everything except my water bottle,      
       she's called 银银（she was called 橙橙before her skin was PEELED OFF）

写了就这么几个月， 真的有点懒惰写部落格了。
有些东西太复杂，不懂怎么用语言来表达。
有些东西太简单，写了也没意思。
刚刚开部落格的时候还蛮兴奋的，有什么就赶快post.
现在，真的有点失去那个兴趣了。
我想，这应该就是我永远无法改变的死鬼性格吧。
做什么事情总是那么地三分钟热度，
刚刚开始做任何事都很用心，很尽力，结果事情还没完成，都会把它们搁在一旁了。
即使继续做，也是不上心的。
就像那文学创作比赛，老师介绍的时候，
我都不知道几爽，还想到半死到底要写些什么。
写了两段，现在呢，完全没动到那文章了。
唉，我这样的性格，怎么去做大事呢？
怎么去做一个成功的人呢？
我之前还在抓破头皮地想我的志愿---华文老师。
不过不是在大马啦。。
算了，就像别人说的，我就把我现在所读的科目都搞好，以后再来选我到底要的是什么。
这次会写那么多，已经很给脸了，所以，拜拜啦！

我刚刚告诉了妈妈，我“完美”的高级数学成绩，
瞒了整整两个星期之久，我竟然告诉她了！！
意外地，他竟然如此地平静。
她只告诉我，只是因为这是第一次，所以她才原谅我，
要是是大考，看她还会这样吗。。
她还说可能要找多一个补习。
呼，真是死里逃生啊！！
没有空了，下次再谈！

just wanna share to you guys how funny ou teachers are:

one day, i was about to memikul kewajipan saya dengan sempurna by throwing the rubbish,
i asked round for companion.
so, we just told the teacher that we're going together.
then our cute math teacher said: "为什么要两个人叻?"
me:"老师啊，那边很危险的！"
math teacher: " 做么叻？抢劫垃圾啊？！”
lmao.

then yesterday, round left her water bottle at the library, so after add math period, we wanted to go together to take.
so round approached teacher to ask her. she said ok.
then it's my turn: "老师，我跟她去哈？"
teacher: " 做么叻？她的水罐是很重是吗？"
rofl.

see how cute our teachers are? haha. and as you know, round just bend down on the floor and laughed 柳放-ly after hearing how these two teachers reacted. haha. btw, i still didn't tell my mum how my add math sucks. yikes.

JUST KILL ME.

shit. exam is on monday. today is friday.
i just got like 3 more days to study.
not more than 36 hours to finsh my bio,chemis,physics,mandarin,malay,english,add math, math, sivik,moral.
wow. so basically i just spent my holidays "white-whitely"{you know what i mean}
anyway, not really having the mood to blog,
but i would still like to upload some pictures.
they are totally out of the topic,
they are my mum's exam report when she was primary school in Keong Hoe.
just thought that a blog wouldn't be a blog without pictures. XD.

i said i'll upload photos from the fund fair, now i'm doing it.
                                                    sushi i made and round's middle finger again
                                                  sushi ordered by our physics teacher, Adeline.
                                                                      ugly
                                            layhooi and her ugly fish. sorry. i hate fish.